Any pregnant mums feel fat and lousy about yourself?

ya it seems like for me nw there is this lady who husband claim is his colleague but i rmb he mentioned she long left the company yet they stil keep texting since many years back even b4 i was pregnant. she will keep text him whatever she do, in super early timing like say 6plus or 7 in the morning telling him where she go exercise and how long she did. so end up like i was always being compare with her, cos husband keep saying n nagging me to exercise, when i have 2 other LO to take care n currently in 3rd pregnancy delivery soon i cant find the time to. till the extend my husband have this monthly activity last time will always ask me to accompany him unless he has appointments with work aft that he will ask me not to tag along. nw become he dun wish me to tag along at all and I just realised he arrange n text the other lady to go meet him up aft that activity for lunch later. feeling so unhappy till I couldn't slp the whole of last night.