Negative thoughts

Just some advice on what to do. My first pregnancy and at week 6 based on EDD. Just keep thinking little one is here at wrong time. 1. company during restructuring now and I just worked for 3mths... 2. Diabetic so need to change to Insulin and keep checking on blood sugar. At least 4 times inject myself and 11 times take blood test.. which previously all by medications. Sugar keeps up & down. Have to keep gng to clinic 3. Management not supportive, tell me cannot take leave on weekday. 4. Keep having bleeding issue 5. Food control cause of diabetes & pregnancy 6. Hubby also don't wanna listen to me 7. Financial burden I know negative thoughts are bad for little one but I can't seems to control. What should I do?#adviceplease