FTWM

I just got back to work from maternity leaves, so there are things happened for that few months which I'm not sure, so try to catch up. They got inpatient and fed up with me. And because after work I need to rush to ifc to fetch my baby, but to them is I end work on time, never do ot, means I very free, keep on adding workload.. Furthermore, I still need to pump in office.. Because I am afraid of them saying me, I just pump less than usual timing so didn't manage to clear my milk. Every other days will have block ducts. It is so painful that I cried in my way home after work.