Stress out

I want to suggest that you stay away from negative people. But I don’t have more information about you and your aunt. How old is your baby. Newborn stage is extra tough. So long as baby is healthy, life will get easier with time. As hard as it is now, try to embrace it. One day you may miss your child being so precious and little. Seek alternative for child care, maybe consider infant care? Slowly build your career. Make more mom friends. You’re entitled to cry and feel vulnerable. It’s just that, I wish you can spend some time and think about having a better life plan for yourself and your child, who is depending on you. It’s not easy being a responsible parent, but we will always try our best. Hope you find peace and strength, and regain yourself soon.