Disgusted with sex but prefers self pleasing

You may want to talk to a counsellor or gynae about this :) Can be unhealthy for your marriage and relationship if this persists. Perhaps you can also ask yourself why you feel disgusted when your husband touches you, or why you prefer to turn to pornography instead - is it because your husband is unable to satisfy you in the same way? There may be deeper issues you would need to communicate with your husband to strengthen and protect your marriage. Hope this helps!