Caring after child with no help..

We lived with my parents for awhile after I have birth because house wasn't done with the renovation. I looked after baby myself - feed, shower, etc. Hubs not so confident with babies, has no exp with young kids but he does try to get baby to sleep or takeover at times when I desperately needed sleep. Only occasionally I just ask my parents to watch over baby when I need to shower or use the toilet but even so also, can sense they haven't spent time with a newborn in a long while. So eventhough technically there is 'help' but I found it easier and less of a hassle and burden to do all the things myself. Not sure how I'm gonna manage with 2 soon. Have no intention of getting a helper, CC haven't gotten back to me and my parents are quite a distance away from us. 😭