single mom

Single mom din ako nung 5 months palang si baby sa tiyan, my fiance died at our 43rd monthsary, naaksidente siya, binangga siya sa likod habang nakamotor siya ng elf truck. october 10 12:39am nangyari yun at 4 days comatose siya sa hospital. Sobrang lakas ng pagkabangga niya na nagdulot ng comatose agad agad, naawa at nasasaktan ako sa kalagayan niya sa ospital nuon haang nasa ICU, hindi ako makaiyak and i really don't know how to explain my feelings especially when the doctors are trying to revive him kasi nagcardiac arrest na siya then bumigay na as in wala na. We we're engaged last march 16, 2019 and planning na this april 2020 ang kasal. Napakasakit sobra, that no words can make you feel better, and nobody can comfort me. I tried all my best to become strong for our baby, i cried but not for too long, i have been pretending that i am strong, my baby need me too and I can't afford to loose him like his daddy. Hirap ako matulog until now, i always praying na maging okay si baby at di maapektuhan sa late na pagtulog ko, im 36 weeks pregnant now.