Random thoughts..

Medyo nakakalungkot lang yung dati kong life as teenager na naggagala, waldas dito, waldas doon, unlimited yung time, life as a student. Ngayong maging mommy nako di ko na magagawa yun ganon ba talaga pag mommy na wala kanang me time? Wala naman ako problema sa bf ko kasi pinanagutan niya naman kame yun nga lang di pa ako ready magpakasal ayoko pa humiwalay sa parents ko tsaka wala naman siya ibubuhay samin ng anak niya kasi wala siyang work parang di naman siya nag eeffort. Unplanned tong pregnancy ko pero ayoko naman sabihin na niregret ko si baby happy parin naman ako kasi sa journey kong to marami akong na learn na new things tsaka blessing to sakin di naman siguro ibibigay ni god kung di ko pa kaya. Pero nalulungkot lang ako kasi pakiramdam ko sayang ako. kung pinairal ko lang siguro utak ko at hindi puso siguro magiging iba yung takbo ng life ko. Naguguluhan ako na parang naguguilty ako. #1stimemom #pleasehelp

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Been there, done that, ika nga. You're not alone, dear. And you're absolutely right, walang iaallow ang Lord sa buhay mo ng di mo kaya. Laban lang. Don't focus too much on yourself but instead to your baby. He/she is a blessing, really. Nagmumukha lang na hindi kasi nakafocus tayo sa sarili natin. But if we will just focus in appreciating what we have and still to have and do, you'll be amazed where, when and how God can bring you to the place He actually prepared for you and for your baby. Just pray and pray and pray. Pour out to the Lord all your disappointments, frustrations, etc. Ibigay mo sa Kanya at wag ng bawiin pa ulit and move forward. I'm rooting for you and your baby 💪

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