No baby kicks yet 😭

All my children I felt ard 17weeks and its small soft punches. Maybe cos I am small sized and like my tummy is all squeezed alrdy heeeee.. But i read up average is ard 22 weeks. U wil feel flutters. Gradually change to soft kicks. I am anxious abt 26 wks on where they wil start grinding the tummy hehehe. Sometimes pain, sometimes u just stop breathing for that moment cos it squeeze ur esophagus area.