Entering the 3tri

I feel so jealous seeing my spouse can sleep soundly like a sleeping beauty,, while me having insomnia issue,, tossing right, left I can't get a good sleep... Feeling breathless most of the time.. Just because this is my 5th pregnancy can't I rant??? On top of that having company issue,, they unhappy I took unpaid leave alot and just creating my breathless issue to gain people sympathy 😢😢😢😢.. Spouse is not being supportive. I'm jealous on how those aussie husband treat their pregnant wife.