I have seizure disorder since 15yrs old and 1st time Mom at d age of 31, 35weeks pregnant, and CS.

Due ko po sa feb. 28 Feelings ko,. Super kinakabahan ako, ntatakot, pinanghihinaan ako, pinanghihinaan ako ng loob pero d ko pinakikita sa mga nkapaligid sakin, n super excited na s baby ko. By d way first apo po ito s aming 5 n magkakapatid. Pangatlo po ako, 38 po pnganay nmin at wla p din anak, hirap po tlga magkaanak, kya super excited po cla sakin. Ung bunso po nmin is 26 khit gf ay wala. And feeling ko po nappresure akong kailngan mailabs ko po sya ng normal. D pa nailalabas c baby may baboy ng panghanda pra s binyag within a month lng, ang dami nilang binibiling gamit ni baby. Nag seizure ako nung 4months tummy ko, ska nung 7months, may tendency p dw n mag seizure ako while cnCS, kya ksma ko c Neurologist ko habang nsa labor room.. I need some words of wisdom and encourougment n kaparehas ko po ng situation n naging successful naman.. I always pray Lord khit isa lang pls.. Pagbigyan mo kong mrnsan ang maging isang ina.. Im showing them that im ok, happy and excited even s husband ko dahil Auko mag-alala cla, pero deep inside, takot n takot n po ako.. Ipinagpapasa diyos ko nlng po ang lahat.. I already lift it up to the Lord. Pero sna Maging maaus lhat.. In Gods name.. Cno po dito mother with Epilepsy w/ focal seizure. #firstbaby #pregnancy #1stimemom #pleasehelp