Don't feel bad, sis. It's okay that you feel that way. You deserve a break din naman. Talk to your hubby about this. Tell him that you need some "me time" also and that taking care of the house and the family is just as hard as being employed.
Why not ask your husband to watch over the kids every saturday afternoon so you could catch up with yout friends, go to the spa or something? He get to go out anytime he wants, you're only asking for a half day, once a week.. that would be a good deal for him. Even yayas have their day off. Plus he get to experience what it's like to be in your shoes, he might then understand what you're going through. :)
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Magbasa pa