Domino effect.

After ko malaman yung tungkol sa last post ko yesterday, di na ako nakalma, di na ako mapakali... Nilalamon na ako ng stress at galit... 9pm nakaramdam ako ng sakit sa lower back ko. At first it was tolerable. Sa sobrang galit ko sa asawa ko, di ako nagsasabi sa kanya na may nararamdaman ako. (Nasa work since pang-gabi sya..) 10pm the pain was still tolerable for me pero palala na ng palala yung sakit na nararamdaman ko. 11pm i cannot even try to take a nap... 12am the pain was getting mo intense to the point na naiiyak na ako... 1am I was crying and trying to still tolerate the pain that I am feeling. 130am i cannot take it anymore. I texted him.. I called him, i was crying begging him to go home because i feel like i need to go to the nearest hospital. 145am i packed all the things na kakailanganin ko, there was a point na napaluhod na ako sa sobrang sakit... But I still continue... 2am dumating si hubby from work and I am ready to go. 230am we arrived at the hospital. I was admitted right away. The last thing I remembered was I heard the nurse saying that I am having Pre-term labor... I fainted. 4am I wake up, the pain was still there pero hindi na gaanong masakit. I was scared to death thinking what was going on... I asked the nurse kung okay lahat ba ang lahat... And she gladly said that everything was Okay at wala na akong dapat na ika-takot dahil safe ang baby ko... Now: I am okay na. Naka-uwi na ako, I am so happy na okay ang anak ko. Pinipilit kong huwag muna isipin yung issue naming mag asawa... Pero hindi ko pa rin maiwan na magalit kase everytime na nakikita ko mukha ng asawa ko , nakikita ko rin yung dahilan kung bakit muntik ng mapahamak ang baby ko...